i wanna note this down so that i will not forget
2008 met you, you werent a cheerleader yet
same year i ask you to prom but u ffk-ed me nvm,
2009 cheer you join as a cheerleader and i guess this is where things changed, i started texting you, reloading credit for you(thats my 1st time doing things that i think was stupid last time). i think we went out a few times,(i seriously liked it when you put your head on my shoulders in the cinema though you might do this to other guys but i felt special) we watch new moon on with my pink shirt, you were resting your head on my shoulders again but i move to reposition myself and you tot i did not like it,
your 2009 birthday me bryant your cousins went to pavilion wongkok, you look dam pretty after you permed your hair, after that i bought my nokia phone and texted you the night itself. then u were hanging around with your ex, i was emotionally down because of you for some reason that i could not remember, but i remember listening to jay chou songs again. Then in 2010, i could not remember much. but i remember i that i wanted to confess to you but i did not because i was injured for few months couldnt walk couldnt bring you out, ah yea i remember, i brought you and ur cousins out to makan. the after my injury i notice you join a cheer team, then you started skyping with someone, and after every skype session u will tweet happily. the next thing i know, you are together with him, FML. I felt fucked up, was injured, needed my walking boots to walk around, and i watched you swim see-ing how others teasing you with your new bf. i still took you out even though im using the walking boots, but things were different. this time you wanted to go home early and we also went in the automated car wash, and it rained immediately. Then i told myself "enough tk". did not want to speak to you or have anything to do with you. then around a month later we started talking. bryant told me that u had another ex before this. your phone is fucked up, felt like buying you one but im not working so i cant. brought you out to have lunch and we end up in a friends house. took you out for a movie yesterday and i reallly enjoy starring at you. i really do
if so happen youre reading this, please dont misunderstand. i just wanna note the time that i spend with you. although it might not mean anything to you, but it does for me. i think u changed my views to what i used to call stupid to something else, something that its realy out of my control. i thought that im in control of everything i do, but this is an exception
